Thank you, Goddess! Thank you everyone who has sent me their positive wishes for finding a house!
I have found a place to live.
I'm very excited about my new home. It's not the beach house I wished for, but, as always, the Universe knows best what I need right now.
I spent the last three months responding to every suitable ad that I saw and even put a couple of my own "desperately seeking" ads. I put the word out to everyone that I knew that I was searching for accommodation. All to no avail. I never even got to the viewing stage.
Then, one day last week, I was sitting in front of my computer talking to my daughter, telling her not to worry and to trust that the Universe will provide and that I had a feeling something was going to happen today, when an email came in. It was an alert I had set for a local classifieds site. The minute I read the message, I knew this was the place for us. I phoned up immediately and we went to view the place 2 hours later.
As I walked in, I just "knew" this house was for me. The landlord walked us through the two living rooms, four huge bedrooms, an oversized kitchen with attached utility room, three bathrooms and a study, before showing us, nearly as an afterthought, what he called the children's playroom. This room is a gorgeous wood-clad attic room with skylights and just screams "meditation, sacred space, etc.". And then I knew why this house was for me.
In the previous two weeks the Universe had been shouting. I received quite a few requests for Reiki and spiritual counselling. Many people also phoned me asking if I knew of a spiritual centre in the Seychelles. There isn't anything like that here. YET.
I've also been pretty broke the last couple of years and just last week I finally sold a piece of land that has given me some financial resources, without which I would never have been able to afford this kind of house.
It's long been a dream of mine to start some sort of spiritual centre here. Long-term, I'd like to live and work in a spiritual retreat centre and have made plans for a cafe where like-minded people could meet.
For a long time now, I've been responding to people who have asked for help that I don't have the space or resources to do anything in that vein. I did help in "smaller" ways, but didn't feel ready for more. Now I have enough resources for the first step; a house where I could start up something in the spiritual area. The Universe has provided and I no longer have an excuse to avoid doing what I'm supposed to be doing...
I mentioned in a previous post that I had been through some dark nights of the soul in the last two years. This time around, when it came to trusting that I would have a roof over my head, I trusted. Completely and totally. I put myself into the hands of the powers that be and let go. When I wavered slightly (ever so slightly), I wrote a post about my worries and received so much encouragement from you. Asking for help was definitely a first for me; I have always found it easy to sense when others needed help and gave it freely. Asking for help for myself was another matter altogether; pride all too easily got in the way of that.
I am over the moon with happiness.
I am filled with joy.
I am overflowing with gratitude.
From the bottom of my heart: Thank you.
Related articles:
Trusting the Universe to Provide a Roof Over My Head
5 Steps to Surrender to Your Life Purpose
Miracles Abound! A Heartfelt Thank You, Universe!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 | personal growth, spirituality | 4 comments »
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Louise
This is wonderful news. I'm tearing up with joy for you and your family. It definitely sounds like the universe has provided the PERFECT home and opportunity for you, a new fork in the road of your spiritual journey. I couldn't be happier for you and even though I knew things would work out, I'm relieved to hear just how well.
Makes me want to come to a retreat in the Seychelles!
Kelly
Wonderful news, Louise! And I'll join Kelly at a retreat when you're all set up!
Enjoy the new home and sail through your spiritual journey like smooth flowing river.
Kelly, Mags - Thanks so much! And you're very welcome anytime, retreat or just a visit. :-)
Rajesh - I like the "smooth flowing river". Thank you.